hot donuts is love

10 days until i get to go home, yet i'm not that excited about it at the moment. i really don't know why. i pictured myself being ecstatic and everything, but i'm just not. i've been really down lately, although there's nothing wrong really.

 

i haven't seen my family & friends since christmas, and obviously can't wait to. i think i miss my grandma the most, and my mom. my maternal grandma is like my other half, my twin :) cause no one understands me better than her. 10 days without her seems like a century! :( her birthday is coming, and i've sorta planned her a surprise! :D

christmas break '09 :)

i miss my mom as well, and my little sister and my other grandparents and everyone else basically, i just didn't mention my dad cause i'm pissed off at him at the moment, but i miss him too obviously, it's inevitable.

anyway, i'm going to post pictures during my exeat :) it was really fun, i stayed in morecambe. the place was really beautiful, especially the sky during the kite festival. and also, i got to try hot donuts, whooo it's so good, i think i'd classify it as one of life's greatest pleasures ;)

what i wore

the kite festival :)

i bought these sunnies. they make me look like a bee and they don't flatter me at all actually, i don't know why i bought them anyway :P

my sister. she bought these glasses, she bought two pairs actually -.- for her & for her boyfriend.

so, it's the countdown to summer :) and i'm going back to indonesia. hope everything'll turn out great & i'll have tons of fun!

last thing, i found this super fabulous online shop for shoes, and i'm in love with it! :( it's called yunique paradise. oh, and if i had to make a wishlist for my birthday- 31 august, these pair would definitely be somewhere on top!

i love these 'runched chiffon wedges', they cost RM 185, really affordable i'd say, but not for me, yet. i really want the 13.5 cm one, but i can't decide on which colour, more on the ivory beige side maybe, and i'm not really sure about the size either, but i'm pretty sure i'm a size 4. however, the thing i'm not sure about most is, how i'm gonna save up for it! what a shame, but yeah, i guess i'll have to wait :(

i love these retro wedges as well, omg they're so awesome. i'm in love with them just as much as the runched chiffon wedges, and i love the colour as well. these cost RM 175, which i think is also fair enough for its design, and apparently, quality :)

ooh, i love her 'gold studded ribbon wedge' as well. omg check out her blog, they're just so irresistably tempting to drool over. gosh, guess i have loads of saving up to do!

xoxo,

bipolar bitch.

and who cares divine intervention

i haven't been able to post anything 'cause school's been busy as heck and so this is sorta my first 'real' post :D

this weekend is exeat weekend, i'm really excited. i just can't wait to catch up on my sleep! i'm in my host family's house right now and earlier i went to visit lancaster girls' grammar school cause i might be moving there. turned out they had no space for year 11 next year, so yeah... my sister might actually get the offer instead, we'll get news on wednesday :) i can't wait, i want all the best for her! and yeaah, last night i was thinking of what to wear and trust me i'm the worst at deciding on what to wear. so here goes some pictures :)

i was meant to go to sleep about an hour ago 'cause i wanted to maximise the use of my growth hormones-yes i desperately need them!-so yeah, guess i gotta go now.

just one more shot of myself when i was in my guardian's house:

adios!

ohh, i just remembered another thing i wanted to share:

yeaah, i was just stepping out of the car in front of the church that last sunday when i was in spain, then my heel broke :( it was so embarassing. that's all i can say.

and yeaah, i really liked these heels, how annoying.

okaay, i better stop writing now.

buenos noches :)

p.s. barcelona & bellaterra, i miss you loads.

another new blog.

hey, so this is my new blog again. my 3rd one actually and i still am not sure whether i can keep this one up.
i spent ages trying to make a decent header as my editing skills are far far worse than a donkey´s and my ass is numb right now. so here goes my first post :) and i´m off to bed now.

nightie nights :)